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lulu
 Aug 14, 06 - 4:47 AM |
Finding the strength
i came across this site and was blow away.... 2 months ago i found my anorexic/bulimic friend dead on her couch. She had been dead for 2 days because she was so isolated in her disease that no one really knew how sick and alone she really was. Do you want to end up like "Dead Nicole" Do you know what a dead person looks like. Do you want you friends or family to be the one to see this image? It's something that haunts me everyday!!! I see her dead sucken in eyes and her skinny body laying there. She just went to sleep one day and never woke up. The coroner said it was heart failure. But we all know it was slow suicide. Dead Nicole was 39 years old - very, very old for this disease. She had given up on life. She wanted to get better but realized it was too late. She wanted to die now because she had ruined all her chances for love and family. She couldn't have children because of she stopped having her period years ago. She had advance osteoperosis and was aging quickly. she was looking more and more like an old lady everyday. No man wanted her because she looked like a starving child. IS THIS WHAT YOU ALL WANT? YOU ARE ALL YOUNG ENOUGHT TO GET HELP. PLEASE GET HELP. TELLL SOMEONE YOU LOVE AND THEY WILL HELP YOU. YOU DON'T HAVE TO GO IT ALONE. GET HELP NOW. It's worth it. I am really writing this for selfish reasons. I live everyday with this image of my dead friend and it's not fair. If you want to die don't subject your family to this pain. Go throw yourself off a bridge, it's quicker and easier on the people you leave behind. I go to sleep everynight and see her dead emaciated body and i hate her for doing this to me. Even her cat was affected by this as he went insane after witnessing her death. The cat was normal before that fateful day and when the cops got there the cat had gone insane. It saw what i saw too. |
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