7-26-1999



LAST NIGHT I HAD A DREAM THAT I WAS IN AN UNKNOWN STORE WHEN I HAPPENED IN THE MIDDLE OF AN ARMED ROBBERY. THERE WAS ONE SUSPECT CARRYING A SHOTGUN. HE SHOT THE STORE CLERK ( I BELEIVE HE DIED) AND WHEN HE SAW ME ( I WAS ON THE FLOOR IN A PRONE POSITION) HE WAS RELOADING TO SHOOT ME. WHILE HE WAS RELOADING, I WAS ASKING GOD TO EITHER LET THE GUN JAM AND SPARE ME OR NOT LET IT HURT WHEN HE SHOT ME. THE MAN TOOK AIM AND TO MY SURPRISE I WAS WAITING PEACEFULLY FOR WHATEVER MIGHT HAPPEN. HE PULLED THE TRIGGER AND THE SHELL (CASING AND ALL) BOUNCED OFF OF ME. IT DIDNT HURT. IT JUST FELT LIKE SOMETHING LIGHT HAD BOUNCED OFF OF ME. HE TOOK CLOSER AIM AND SHOT AGAIN AND IT MISFIRED. THEN, AS HE WAS STANDING OVER ME WITH A BEWILDERED LOOK ON HIS FACE, HE WAS COLLAPSING AS IF AN UNSEEN HAND WERE PUSHING HIM DOWN TO THE GROUND. GOD WAS SUBDUING HIM. AT THIS POINT, MY FAITH WAS AS STRONG AS IT'S EVER BEEN AND I BEGAN YELLING TO THE MAN "THE HAND OF GOD IS ON ME! YOU CAN'T TOUCH ME!" THEN. OTHER PATRONS IN THE STORE ROLLED HIM ONTO HIS STOMACH AND PUT HIS HANDS BEHIND HIS BACK TO TRY TO TIE HIM UP. THEY COULDNT FIND ANYTHING TO TIE HIM WITH. THE GUY KEPT TRYING TO GET UP AND I TOLD HIM TO STAY DOWN WITH HIS HANDS BEHIND HIS BACK. I KNEW HE WASNT GOING ANYWHERE BECAUSE GOD HAD SUBDUED HIM. THE MAN COMPLIED. THE END.



I ASKED THE LORD WHAT IT MEANT AND THIS IS WHAT HE TOLD ME:



THE MAN WITH THE SHOTGUN REPRESENTS MY ILLNESS. IT TRIED TO KILL ME ONCE AND MISSED. (LAST YEAR IN 1998-FIRST CANCER BATTLE). HE SHOT AGAIN AND TRIED TO REALLY FINISH ME OFF AND THE GUN MISFIRED (1999-2ND BATTLE OF CANCER). AFTER THIS HE LOOKED BEWILDERED BECAUSE HE COULDNT KILL ME. THEN, AN UNSEEN HAND PUSHED HIM DOWN TO THE GROUND AND SUBDUED HIM. MY SHOUTING TO HIM "THE HAND OF GOD IS ON ME! YOU CANT TOUCH ME!" MEANS THAT MY FAITH IS STRONG AND I'M AWARE OF GOD'S SAVING PRESENCE ON ME.HE HAS SUBDUED AND CONQUERED MY DISEASE AND WILL NOT LET THE DISEASE KILL ME. I HAVE NO REASON TO FEAR AND BECOME DISCOURAGED BECAUSE GOD WILL KILL THE DISEASE; NOT LET IT KILL ME.



NOW, THIS WAS IN 1999. I WAS NOT YET AWARE OF GOING TO BATTLE IN THE SPIRIT WHILE MY BODY SLEEPS. NOW THAT I REMEMBER, THIS MUST HAVE BEEN A SPIRITUAL BATTLE, AND THE MAN WITH THE GUN WAS A DEMON SENT TO SHOOT ME WITH CANCER AND KILL ME. I MUST HAVE BEEN MAKING A SPIRITUAL ARREST IN THE SPIRIT AND THE LORD AND HIS ANGELS (THE OTHER PATRONS) HELPED ME.