"I saw my husband and asked for his forgiveness, he said no, I love you but I can’t come back home. He left the party and gone."

This means your situation may be that you're giving him too much negative vibes and have done so much damage to him. Enough for him not to forgive you in your dreams, even?

This symbolizes that he suffered too much so he left you and your place of home to find happiness and true love.

Why did you ask for his forgiveness in your dream? That shows you may have caused him to leave in the first place. You seem to be stuck in the 'evil' mode while he has moved on? You mention "fortress where all people can't flee." This shows insecurity and the inner fears of being on your own.

Maybe -- take a longlook at yourself and your life to see why things are not improving. Analyze your personality and so on.

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